KELLY IS THE AWESOMNEST!

2010-01-03T02:42:00.001-08:00

HAPPY 16TH EUGENE!
I guess it's safe to say that we've known each other for half of our lives. For someone younger, you've been so much wiser and more logical than me, and you've taught me so many things that have helped me who i've become today. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend (:

Anyway, Happy belated New Year! 2009 has been 1 word : CRAZY CRAZY CRAZYYYY.
But i loved nearly every minute of it :D

Five of the best bands I re/discovered in '09:
The fire fight
Phoenix
M83
Death cab for cutie
Five for Fighting

Five of the best movies I watched this year:
Avatar (!!!!!!!!! so, so, so, so worth watching)
Braveheart
Sleepless in seattle
My best friend's wedding
Little miss sunshine

Five things I learnt this year:
The way your hair looks is equally important as your facebook updates. Truth is, nobody really cares whether your parting is 'just right', or if you just went to the bathroom.
My God is bigger than everything.
There ARE friends who will stick with you till the end.
All that stuff about 'A part of me will always like/ love you, I'll always care about you'? Total crap.
My God is bigger than everything. Like, really, everything. Even things like being scared of the future, being scared of people, being scared of failing, being scared of the dark, and stupid things like what I wear, and even stupider things like boys, results, crap at home, being homesick, people forgetting you, your favourite tv show ending, feeling left out, car crashes, Everything.

Five people who made my 2009:

Samantha Lohhh
Renee Lee
Janice Ng
Seth Cohen
Jesus (x infinity)

2009-11-23T22:05:00.001-08:00

"This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don’t give it up on the first date, who don’t want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they’ve heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren’t perfect and that the guys they’re interested in aren’t either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe… maybe this time he’ll have understood. This is an homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don’t deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up and f--- up the guys in their lives without saying a word. This is for the girls who have been there from the beginning and have heard the trite words of advice, from “there are plenty of fish in the sea,” to “time heals all wounds.” This is to honor those girls who know that guys are just as scared as they are, who know that they deserve better, who are seeking to find it.

This is for the girls who have never been in love, but know that it’s an experience that they don’t want to miss out on. For the girls who have sought a night with friends and been greeted by a night of catcalling, rude comments and explicit invitations that they’d rather not have experienced. This is for the girls who have spent their weekends sitting on the sidelines of a beer pong tournament or a case race, or playing Florence Nightingale for a vomiting guy friend or a comatose crush, who have received a drunk phone call just before dawn from someone who doesn’t care enough to invite them over but is still willing to pass out in their bed. This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt. This is for the girls who have been told that they’re too good or too smart or too pretty, who have been given compliments as a way of breaking off a relationship, who have ever been told they are only wanted as a friend.

This is what I don’t understand. Men sit and question and whine that girls are only attracted to the mean guys, the guys who berate them and belittle them and don’t appreciate them and don’t want them; who use them for sex and think of little else than where their next conquest will be made. Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mind games, that girls love to keep them hanging. Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call… and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the “stalker chick” you’d met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth? And would you, or would you not, refuse to make plans with her, speak with her, see her again, and once again return to the bar or club or party scene and search once more for this “nice girl” who you just cannot seem to find? Because therein lies the truth, guys: we nice girls are everywhere. But you’re not looking for a nice girl. You’re not looking for someone genuinely interested in your intramural basketball game, or your anatomy midterm grade, or that argument you keep having with your father; you’re looking for a quick fix, a night when you can pretend to have a connection with another human being which is just as disposable as the condom you were using during it.

So don’t say you’re on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won’t answer your catcalls, sometimes you’re looking at a nice girl in whore’s clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we’re all thinking the same thing: “This isn’t me. Tomorrow morning, I’ll be wearing a t-shirt and flannel shorts, I’ll have slept alone and I’ll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me.” You never do. Why? Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don’t want the nice girl.. so don’t say you’re looking for a relationship: relationships take time and energy and intent, three things we’re willing to extend - - but in return, we’re looking for compassion and loyalty and trust, three things you never seem willing to express. Maybe nice guys finish last, but in the race they’re running they’re chasing after the whores and the sluts and the easy-targets… the nice girls are waiting at the finish line with water and towels and a congratulatory hug (and yes, if she’s a nice girl and she likes you, the sweatiness probably won’t matter), hoping against hope that maybe you’ll realize that they’re the ones that you want at the end of that silly race.

So maybe it won’t last forever. Maybe some of those guys in that race will turn in their running shoes and make their way to the concession stand where we’re waiting; however, until that happens, we still have each other, that silly race to watch, and all the chocolate we can eat (because what’s a concession stand at a race without some chocolate?)"

Ode to Nice Girls by Jessica Leigh Griffith

It never ceases to amaze me that there are such individuals with such incredible insight and depth; that know exactly how to put into the words the feelings and thoughts of so many girls in the world. Miss Jessica is certainly one of my idols as of now. (:

2009-06-02T12:25:00.000-07:00

why does it always rain on me

I woke up, ate a bowl of corn pops + meiji milk, watched tv, cooked basil minced beef with rice & sunny sideup, watched tv, slept, watched tv, ate a waffle + more corn pops + kinder bueno.

AIYOH, I should seriously get a job. But I hate travelling so much in June. Hmmm...

Yanyway, results aren't spectecular or anything, but thank you God. they should be sufficient to get me where I want to go.

Dinner soon with the my girls! I'm deeply sorry that I've been MIA-ing, I've just been sooooo incredibly busy. (Take a look at how often i blog, for instance. SORRY!)

I was craving for banana pie from Katong Shopping Centre but I am currently too full for cravings hahaha good day!

2009-02-13T19:53:00.001-08:00

Can we please do away with examinations in the education system?
cos I don't think it's going too well on my end.

How selfish.

Anyway, papers are commencing and I haven't felt like this in forever. The anxiety, adrenaline that gets your heart beating like some butterfly (no not looking at girls/ boys). The way your buccal cavity is devoid of any moisture, so you gotta hydrate yourself, and in the process of doing so, need to visit the washroom. And by the time you get back from the toilet, you are thirsty all over again. Really, it's a stupid, yet unavoidable, cycle -- facing these exams.

I have never, I repeat never, felt this way during exams. At best, I can say I've felt this rush at other types of exams because previously, academics didn't really strike me to be of much importance.

It's driving me nuts.

My itunes is probably the only thing keeping me sane, because my dear friends aren't exactly helping. In fact, I think they have a cabal to eliminate me from this rat race. Why do we study and why has my academics suddenly taken precedence over almost all my other activities? To be successful? god knows. I mean, seriously, I am giving up my exercising, and my obsession with not eating, just for this. And all for what? Aaarghhh. It better be worth it.

It's almost ruining my Valentine's Day spirit! But thankfully, it isn't. Tmrw's Valentine's Day officially anndddd I can't wait to spend it with Rens, Jan, Bird, Sam, and Kriss! My favourite galz of all time : D

Wonder what I'm gna do at night, tho. Everyone says that V Day evenings are to be spent with yr Valentine/lover. HMMM i have a feeling ___ is gna ask me!! I want him to do it soon, tho. Before i make any other plans!! Teehee ^^

2009-01-27T07:58:00.000-08:00

so far, this week for me has been a piece of crap.
CRAP.

except for CNY!
i'm so damn relieved it's CNY hols...even though today's the last day.
omg, today's the last day! How time flies.
goodness.

tests have been shitty,
shitty indeed.
so frustrated at certain things in school...

uh oh i still have to do devotion prep.
mayyyyyyynnnnnnnn.
k nvm i must have determination.
i can do this.

i hope the bio test isnt tmr cuz i only studied respiration
still have excretion to go through.
I CANT WAIT UNTIL SARAH COMES BACK YAY YAY YAY.

k gotta go sleep now damn freaking tired.
sec 4 life sucks.
and i dont STUDY every night okay.
k fine, i do.
ALMOST every night.
and it's only for 1 hour plus, and it's for the tests i have in that week.
so stop judging me NIK. HAHAHAHA.

byebye!

p.s. my dad just showed me some funny chinese joke (as in like the joke's in chinese) on his phone.
i didnt understand it.

p.p.s. ellie im very annoyed with the person who we were talking abt during recess.
we shall interrogate her soon moohahaha.

2008-12-25T11:33:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas (=

2008-12-23T23:33:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA OMG OMG this is sooooooo hilarious. When Renee first sent this picture to me, i just kinda stoned at the picture in shock.
Then I burst out laughing until my mom started yelling from the kitchen, asking me what i was laughing about.
I was too much in stitches to respond.
Renee thought it was more gross than funny, cos' she thinks that this kinda ruins Twilight. She does have a point, what's wrong with just replacing the language of the original Twilight?
Edward's so not even hot! Plus, what's with the lack of originality of the POSTER??
Same pose, same background, even the same FONT for the movie title.

I just KNOW that EVERY SINGLE THING in the movie is going to be IDENTICAL to Twilight. I don't think the Filipino directors are gna wanna do the movie differently.
They're prbly too damn LAZY. Edward isn't even hot! Wait, have I said that already? Hehe {:

School's starting soon and am soooo dreading it to the max!! Kriss is back from Toyko but Jan isn't back from LA!
I'm really starting to miss her like fuck. No, really. I have never NOT seen her for this longgggg and it's soo bugging me!
Come back soon honey! }:

2008-12-23T12:27:00.000-08:00

BON VOYAGE KRISS AND JAN! )= I'll miss you guys like hell.
I'm stuck in this freakin anal and government controlled country while you guys jet off to fabulous places like Tokyo and LA )=
I wishhhh i could have squished into ur pockets!!
Miss u guys a hell lot seriously. Can't wait till you guys get back!!
Since i'm soooo totally bored, i shall do a quiz! (=

Rules:
Tell the truth. No point doing if it's all lies.
Don't forget to tag others to do this quiz!

Tagged by: Angie! (hi ange!)

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you, and then tag five people.

1) Sometimes I feel like I won't ever be good enough for anyone.
2) I'm actually a lot more dependent on my best friends than they think.
3) I like thinking about stuff that have some kind of significant meaning.
4) When I'm feeling too overwhelmed with different kinds of emotions mixed tgth, i shut down mentally and emotionally.
5) but i still function like a normal human.
6) I really dislike shallow people.
7) I'm a little insecure sometimes.
8) But that's improving thanks to my best girls.
9) I once loved S.H.E
10) I don't think i'll ever want short hair. I'm just that kinda gal who only looks gd with long hair.
11) When i'm stressed out, i study.
12) and i feel like i'm a freak for being like hat.
13) I attempt DIY stuff
14) Shoes are my life!
15) and finallyyyyy, I really regret saying something to someone I really love.

Bird Kriss Jan Rens Sam Fiona Eug Darsh Sarah whoever.

Ta!

2008-12-15T08:34:00.000-08:00

today was. . interesting
this may be the start of change yet, or maybe not, we'll see how it goes. hopefully though, today initiates the start of something beautiful and the recovery of something we once had that we all wish to possess again once more, with the addition of numerous other wonderful souls that we know will only add to the overall enjoyment of everything.
ah yes, we'll see how it goes (:

Thanks for the wonderful night my lovely friends and thanks to Jan's yr sis for the tix!

2008-12-07T22:33:00.000-08:00

I bet you too.

I've come to a conclusion that..
in this era, there's still some big fat liars out there (and they still manage to getaway with it.)
like, wth?
and when i hear about the distinct obvious lie, i feel so disgusted. /:

i know, nothing is fair in this world right?
bad people get away with crimes.
some kids are born poor, some rich.
many cheat to get their way through uni.
a handful of honest chaps still dont make it big whereas evil ones do.

Yeahyeah..
....
and whatever not.

seriously, telllll me about it.

but its okay, cuz God teach us to forgive and not hate.
well in the first place, that lie wasnt to me.
but ahwell, i just feel for the person.. you know?

so it's alright, im gonna just smile and make tomorrow a better day.
and daddy got the day off!

i hope i can still join animal inc ard 4ish at cityhall with all the bday babys!
we'll see what God has in store for me. =)

Sigh I really miss my best girls. Rens Jan Kel B Sam Kriss i love you guys so much.

bye readers. =D

2008-11-21T12:31:00.000-08:00

Found me in weakness, broken

There are days when I feel I can conquer anything and there are days where I feel like a total failure. But most days I just drag myself through the routine of school, study, sleep. I hate being so anxious, so unprepared and the lack of time.

Ranting & grumbling aside, the week's been pretty okay. I've been quite busy with a few CIP, outings and such. Other than that, I become a slug at home. Sat is dinner @ Timbre with a bunch of lovely people! (= At least it will be a relief from a mundane week (=

Hehe okie, I gtg and meet my mummy for lunch. Bye!

2008-11-17T18:29:00.000-08:00

ubiquity -- omnipresence

I really need to up the standard of my vocabulary.

My english is getting pretty lousy,

exacerbated-- to worsen
concomitant-- occurring/ existing concurrently
effigy-- a crude rep. of a person disliked, w purpose of ridiculing

Haha the word effigy sounds so funny.
Krissy! Where are you babe? You've totally gone MIA on me! )=

a thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
you make me wanna run till I find you

2008-11-11T12:31:00.000-08:00

Had a really nice day yesterday. So thankful, really.

On the journey to Chara's house, there were two elderly women sitting to my left. They had only met each other on the train but had so much to say. Really cute heh opposite me sat this lady who took out her bible and specs for long sightedness and the lady next to her started talking to her about being long sighted. Hahaha I just found it really heart-warming that we can just strike up conversations with anyone just like that. Haha ok call me weird but I felt very glad this morning haha wonder when I'll be long sighted too...

On the journey home, this pretty heavily pregnant lady was sitting down and her husband was standing in front of her. He was small built and wasn't the best looking guy around but he was so nice to his wife, really. His little gestures like locking his index finger with hers, feeling the baby kick his wife's tummy, occassionally pinching her nose and even combing her hair for her! I felt all happy and squishy inside. Hahaha sitting opposite me also was an ex teacher in my school. I think she recognized me from my CCA and she smiled and we had a short conversation and all these really made my day =D im so gay hahaha

And I had a nice dinner with 5 friends last night! Cheap good food, amusing stories and a nice walk to the train station.

Ok, off to stone infront of the Telly and be a sloth.

The best things are unexpected just like this
Like a billboard in the sky you just can't miss

2008-11-07T10:09:00.000-08:00

HELLO WEB!

Last night was pretty damn fantabulous! :B I had a lovely date with 3 super cool friends of mine: Sheryl, Vanessa and Yu Xian! <3

YX : )

Sheryl : )

Vanessa! : )

All in all, it was a wonderfullllll night out. I'm so glad I got to meet and go out with them after almost a quarter of a year! I rlly missed them quite terribly : (
We had so much to talk about and catch up, and i had a lot of fun! It was an evening well spent. Hehe : )

Cheers! x)

2008-11-02T22:33:00.000-08:00

Summertime, summertime, you do it to me, everytime, summertime

It's been a good one week of rest, play and a little work! Spent good time with friends at barbeques and hallooween parties and laser quest!
The Hallooween party was a blast btw. I had a hell lot of fun, but I still wished a few more of my friends could've made it :(

But no worries! I am going out with my loves next week for at least 3 days! haha i am so happy :)

I always have so much to blog about through the day but when I sit here I can't gather my thoughts and end up having nothing much to talk about.

My eye is itchy itchy is my eye it's so itchy i think i should go sleep now

2008-10-30T15:05:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

Sry for not blogging as often as I should be...I've been busy!
Busy in a good, fun way. That's the beauty of the end of exams, my friend.
My parents are going to Genting for the second time this month }: I mean, I've been there like, 4 times already? Nothing nice to see there! For them, they've probably been there more than 6 times already. I don't see what's so interesting about Genting!!
TSSSSSSSSK.

Oh, Halloweeeeen's coming! Heehee I'm excided like hell! My beauty queen cousin is having a bad ass halloween party! And guess what, I can invite my friends!! {;
I'm gna invite a few close classmates, a few close church mates and of course, my girlies. BUT SOMEEEE PEOPLE ARE TOO BUSY AH!
LIKE JANICE NG MEI SAN, WHO HAS A WORK THINGY FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK!!!
OR BIRD, WHO GOT A JOB (which is kinda cool actually) AND SHE IS ALWAYS NOT FREEE!!

YOU GUYS ARE IDIOTS! >:{
hahahahahahahahaha.

Haiyo. Why wld anyone wanna get a job? Esp now, when hols are soooo scarce! At least kriss renee and sam are free for me. HOHO. I got awesome company!
So to the 2 morons who are gna be sooooooooooooooo busy: you will miss out on a lot of fun ok! HMMPH. OR, maybe we will come at disturb you and throw your face. MWAHAHA.

2008-10-25T10:55:00.001-07:00

TRUCKLOADS OF FUN TODAY. :B
I headed out to PS with JANICE, the OGRE and Bird..the yellow bird. HAHAA.
There was thing annoying angmoh guy there who was working for some Credit Card thingy. We decided to disturb him for 10 whole minutes before he started to raise his voice to shoo us away.
HAHA i laughed so hard i felt like exploding.

Hung out a bit more before Jan had to go meet her daddd )=
I so SADDED!! hahahahahahaha (sry inside joke.)
Met Sammieh before we watched Max Payne the movie. It was quite good la, but a few senseless parts. (=

Ok, I'm going to slp now (= I am a happy kiddo!
I have a busy schedule tmrw hehe.
....and i just saw my blog post about Louisa and i'm missing her again )=

2008-10-18T01:56:00.000-07:00

MISS YOU LOUISA! <3
Wish you were here. :(

2008-10-12T08:26:00.001-07:00

The taste of freedom is strong on my lips.
YAY, i am so eloquent!
Hahaha.

I'm so duper super boreeedd!
Not a single soul is online, which is hard to believe.
Na beh, no one to disturb!
K, i shall do this quiz to pass my time (=

Part 1

1. How old do you wish you were?
17. I think that's the perfect age; the age where you've grown up and matured..but you still have that essence of youth. I dun think I'm making sense haha.

2.Where were you when 9/11 happened?
I think I was at home. Can't rmb.

3. what do you do when vending machines steal your money?
I whack the machine and whine a little.

4. do you consider yourself kind?
In some ways..

5. if you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
Eh, I dun want!

6. if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
I think French is really coool.

7. do you know your neighbours?
Yup! I say Hi to them whenever I see them :B

8. what do you consider a vacation?
Exotic places with loved ones!

9. do you follow your horoscope?
Not really..

10. would you move for the person you love?
Hehe. Yes, I think I would.

11. are you touchy feely?
If you mean if I am affectionate in terms of physical contact, then yup! I like to hold hands and loop arms with the arms of others.

12. do you believe that opposites attract?
It depends on which opposites, right?

13. dream job?
I rlly wanna be a doctor! Or maybe a musician. I'll see where life takes me (=

14. favourite tv channels?
Grey's Anatomy, Reaper, 90210...

15. favourite place to go on weekends?
Town? The Beach? At my friends' houses...

16. showers or baths?
Baths!

17. do you paint your nails?
Yup, when i'm in the mood (=

18. do you trust people easily?
Sigh. I think I do.

19. what are your phobias?
Not being loved, being alone...

20. do you want kids?
Er...I guess soo...

21. do you keep a handwritten journal?
Yup, but i fail to update it. I update my blog more often...

22. where would you rather be now?
I really miss my girlies, so i would love to be with them right now (=

23. who makes you warm and fuzzy?
The people i love <3

24. heavy or light sleeper?
Fairly light.

25. are you paranoid?
Sometimes...
26. are you impatient?
Not really..it depends on the situation.

27. who can you relate to?
My best friends./

28. how do you feel about interracial couples?
I'm ok with it. There isn't a reason not to be..

29. have you been burned by love?
Nope and I hope I never will be. (Ignorance is bliss..)

30. what's your pick-up line?
Pick up line? Hehe! I don't pick anyone up..

31. what's your main ringtone on your mobile?
The starting of a song I suddenly can't rmb..

32. what were you doing at midnight last night?
Think I was talking to Jan online..

33. what did the last text on your mobile say?
"How lame." - Jan

34. whose bed did you sleep in last night?
my own!

35. what colour shirt are you wearing?
Yellowwwwww

36. most recent movie you watched?
EAGLE EYEE! Hehe. Shia is sooo zexy!

37. name three things you have on at all times.
Things that are part of your body, luh!

38. what colour are your bedsheets?
Peachy pink (=

39. how much cash do you have right now?
Er about $7 and 30 cents. I'm broke!!

40. what's your favourite part of the chicken?
Drumsticks!
41. what's your favourite town/city?
Well, I don't know. My fav country is Italy.

42. i can't wait till:
I am truly happy and contented.

43. what did you have for dinner last night?
My mom's home made hokien mee! <3

44. how tall are you barefoot?
155 - 156cm

45. do you own a gun?
Nopeee!

46. what do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Orange juice, but i usually don't have the time.
.
47. where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
Hopefully working at my dream job?

48. last thing you ate?
Ice cream!

49. what songs do you sing in the shower?
Heh, whatever I've been listening to. Like currently, I rlly like I'm yours - Jason Mraz (=

50. last thing that made you laugh?
Renee who's acting phycho online! hahaha.

51. worst injury you ever had?
Broken my wrist. Was the worst pain i've ever felt!

52. does someone have a crush on you?
I don't think soo..

53. what's your favourite candy?
Hi chew!

54. what song do you want played at your funeral?
I don't know, but the song I loved, and a song that somehow reminds my loved ones of me.
K, now i'm getting depressed!

55. do you have a crush on anyone? (if no, skip qns 56.)
Hehe, well, I'm not sure actually. I just really really look forward to seeing him and my heart thumps real fast everytime he's near and he's so cute and funny and OK I'm babbling. Hehe (=

56. are you friends with this person?
Yup hehehe.

57. are you in love?
Hard to tell, I may be! :B

Tag 7 people: Kriss, Jan, Sam, Rens, Fiona, Matt and June.

K FINISHED!

Yay, Rens is online and I can disturb her noww.
Eh shit, I have a damn important form that I need to get signed and I can' find it.
NA BEHHHH.

2008-10-07T17:10:00.000-07:00

I hate it when things get so out of control.
I really do.
I need a hug }:

2008-10-01T19:04:00.000-07:00

EXAMS SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

:'(

2008-09-22T20:33:00.000-07:00

1.The person who tagged you is?
1) JANICE 2) KRISS

2.Your relationship with him/her?
BESTEST FRIENDS WITH BOTH OF THEM!

3.Your 5 impressions of him/her are:
1)Understanding, accepting, loving, caring, funny, moronic!
2)HOT, SEXY, Wonderful, sweet, AND ALSO VERY MORONIC!

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
There are so many amazingly sweet things the both of them did!
It'll take too long to write ;)

5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
The latest messages:

1)(Jan) "You feeling better or not?! Okay nehmind, i'm bringing soup for you. Don't lock your door!" I STILL HAVE THAT SMS, HON! :B

2) (Kriss) "Nah you're always beautiful. Don't matter what anybody tells you otherwise, you'll always be beautiful to me." Awww I feel like crying when I read it!

6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
IF BOTH OF THEM WILL BE MY LOVERS I WILL BE THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH!
HEEHEE!

7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Nothing at all :)

8.If he/she become your enemy, you will?
NO NEED TO TALK ABT IT, cause' it's impossible!

9. (Repeated Question)

10.What is it you want to tell for him/her now?
I LOVE YOU GUYS BOTH SO VERY MUCH! And I'll ALWAYS be there for you guys whenever you need me :)

11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
They're both sooo awesome!

12.How do u think ppl will feel around you?
I hope they think I'm a real nice person! :B

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
I do like the fact that I don't get angry easily :)

14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
Overly-sensitive, Needy (at times), breakable...

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Someone who is stronger.

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Kisses! MUAH! <3

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

I'm just gna name a few who have done the quiz already. Heck care lah :B

1) Rens
2) Jan
3) Kriss
4) Bird
5) Sam
6) June
7) Matt
8) Fion
9) Louisaa
10) Jake

18. Who is no. 6 having a relationship with? -June
HERSELF? Hehe!

19. Is no. 9 a male or female? -Louisa
Female!

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? -Matt, Jake
HAHAHA! Why don't you ask them!

21. What is no. 2 studying about? -Jan
Er the normal subjects a student studies! Haha. :D

22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? -Kriss
Last night :)

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like? -Fion
Coldplay, U2...

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? -Rens
A spastic little brother!

25. Will you woo no. 3? -Kriss
Haha hmm yes! But she always plays hard-to-get!

26. How about 7? -Matt
Nah, we're good mates!

27. Is no. 4 single? -Bird
For now :)

28. What is the surname of no. 5? -Sam
Soh

29. What is a hobby of no. 10? -Jake
He can't put his Ps2 down!

30. Do no. 5 and 9 get along well? -Sam and Louisa
They've never met

31. Where is no. 2 studying at? -Jan
PLMGSS.

32. Talk about something for no. 1 -Rens
I love that she's super sweet, fun and loud!
and she's the hottest dancer you'll ever meet! ;)

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8? -Fion
SHE'S PERFECTLY STRAIGHT, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

34. Where does no. 9 live? -Louisa
Er I think Sembawang.

35. What colours do no. 4 like? -Bird
Blue, black, red, orange.

36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends? -Rens and Sam
Yeah we all are!

37. Does no. 1 have any pets? -Rens
Nope.

38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? -Matt
HAHAH yeah wow girls can hardly keep their clothes on when he's around!

39. What is no. 10 doing now? -Jake
Probably Ps2-ing.

YAY I'M DONE :B
Oh, and get well soon Janice honnn! :(
Worst time in the world to get sick!
If you're still unwell by the time I call you (which is in about 10 mins time)
I SHALL VISIT YOU! Hehe <333

2008-09-17T02:14:00.000-07:00

RANDOM PHOTOS! :B

OKAY THIS IS A HUGE ANNOUNCEMENT.

I know I used to HATE the Twilight movie casting.
If you don't know me, I've been reading Twilight waaay before Jan and Kris.
So, I imagined my own perfect Edward.

When I found out who was playing Edward in the movie,
I WAS SOOOOOOOO UPSET!
i like, pratically MOURNED!
I thought Edward was horrible looking!!!

For Jan and Kris, they only started reading the series AFTER they found out the casting of Edward, and they said that he was CUTE/HOT!
And they loved him soo much and i couldn't understand why. :[

Well, much to their delight, I've now ACCEPTED him.
I do admit, he is QUITE handsome/good looking, but it's just that the first few pictures I saw of him, he looked really bad!
Like a druggie or smth :|

So, i'm sure Kris and Jan are now overjoyed that I'm no longer critisizing him, esp Jan eh?
HAHAHHA.
IYAH okay okay i ADMIT HE IS VERY GOOD LOOKING MOST OF THE TIME.
OKAY HAPPY OR NOT?!
hahaa.

Sorry for ranting!
If you read the entire thing, you've just wasted about 4 mins of your life!
I'm now reading Breaking Dawn :B
NO SPOILERS PLEASE!
IF YOU DO, I WILL KILL YOU.

buh bye! :B

2008-09-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY HONEHHHH LONG TIME!<333333

She totally rocks my bras and panties!
Haha.
JAN! if you're reading this, you better know that I love you truckloads! ;D

Had an awesome night with her at ZOUK!
Her sister was the MC, so she invited me and the other girlies!
But only I and B could make it.
My first time going there, it's quite a cool hangout! ;D

There were some local bands performing, and i really liked all of them!
Though I think I'm a bit deaf now haha ;D

Damn it lah, I need to continue my studying. =(
So annoying man! Chinese and math are KILLING MEEE!
Ok, mom's nagging me to study like this second, so...
bye, readers!

Kel loves you all!

2008-09-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

Do you still remember me?
I really don't know what to think any more.

I don't believe in fate, I think it's more of a form of stupidity :D

Somehow I kinda expected everything yeah? And usually what I expect doesn't happen. But this time it did. :o

I really want to be there for you. I'm sorry.

But how can I? When you don't even know I'm there.

2008-09-06T00:20:00.000-07:00

Ytd was soooo awesome, yo!! :B

Had some sort of class sleepover thing at Liz's, except that like, half the class couldn't make it =|
Anyways, I had tons of fun!
We had this cool water bombing game, which had me soaked in less than 5 minutes!
Thank goodness I brought more than 2 shirts :P

Then June and I started getting all high and crazy, like, laughing at every single thing!
Hahaha classmates were wondering if we had gone insane or smth.
We played Truth, Dare, Double Dare, and the ULTIMATE DARE, which is something Matt came up with on the spot.

When it was Matt's turn, we gave him the ultimate dare - licking the toes of at least 3 girls.
AND HE DID IT HAHAHA
I laughed my head off!
Luckily he didn't lick mine hehehe.
Poor matt!

Here are 2 pics!
I refuse to upload the others because I look damn horrible in them! :[
June and I, in Liz's backyard! (Her house is super huge i tell you.)

Had such a fun time :P
Hehe.
Mmm, i'm missing the GIRLIES like crazy!
WE don't hang out enough lah, srsly! ]=<
We must go out at least 3 times a week! Hehehe. ^^
I love you guys!

Ok, buh bye!

2008-09-03T20:11:00.000-07:00

Hm.
Y'know, there are authors/writers who..are TOO good in what they do.
They create such breathtaking, magical worlds.
They create such beautiful characters, describing them in such a way that they feel so real.
They give these characters personalities, thoughts, and emotions.
Sooner or later, readers will be drawn to these beautiful characters, unable to realise at first that they are fictional.

And when they do realise it,
what then?

Yes, I totally agree with Jan.
I sometimes hate the effect that good romance books have on us.

2008-08-23T11:28:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD WIDE WEB! (=

Kelly is extremely happy, because she's going out with Jan and Rens later!
All the other girlies couldn't make it )=
I miss them like HELL!

Anywaaaay, tests are over!!

=D

Hahaha. I'm pretty excited about it, esp since I think I did pretty well in most of 'em.
(stupid Physics, Chem and Chinese!)
BUT! Like Jan and Rens, I have End Of Year Exams coming up!
RAWR!!! Kelly is totally BUMMED about that.

Sooo, 3 of us girlies are probably gonna mug a bit too.
But we all know that that isn't usually successful! haha.
I can't wait to see you 2 boobs!

Random pictures! :B

Mugging for tests. Hello Serena!

Serena and her super white and straight teeth!

Braceface again! :B

Tooodles!!

p.s, JAN, HONEY! I'm sorry that you have so much shit going on in school right now, and worse, you have to go through it without any of us. I feel so helpless. I'll do my best to cheer you up, okaes? (= so don't feel down! I love you soooooooooooooooo much! And i'll always be here if you need me.

2008-08-20T12:18:00.000-07:00

I AM SICK ://

DAMN FLU! >:(
Anyway, tests have been alright so far.
Well, at least none of them have made me panic and choke ://

I reckon I did preeeetty well for Maths!
I was kinda confident in my answers.
Let's hope for an A! :)

--

update : OH NOOO!
I just heard that Jan is sick as well!
Perhaps I shall bring her smth! :)

2008-08-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEE! (:

One of the most AWESOMENEST birthdays I've EVER had (:

Started off with Bird, Sam, Jan, Kriss and Rens giving me a surprise at 12 midnight! :D

Apparently, they made some deal with my mom (OMGOSH haha) to let them in at midnight.

So, when the time came, I was happily surfing the net when suddenly, the door to my room suddenly SWUNG open violently, and there stood 5 figures carrying a lighted cake.

I screamed xP

HAHAHAA.

The way they opened the door was damn scary lah! hahaha.

Then they laugh at me! )x

But then I immediately started laughing when I found out who the intruders were! ^^

Haha. I teared when they started singing the happy birthday song to me.

So, spent the night chatting with the fellow weirdos and stuffing ourselves with the Mango Cream Cake that they bought! (my fav, by the way!)

Slept for like, 4 hours, and woke up at 11.

Stoned a bit before we headed out to Vivo!

The girlies were sooooooooooooooo awesome and sweet to me the entire day!!! =)

They treated me to a FABULOUS lunch at this GREAT restaurant that I can't quite recall the name of, AS WELL AS a movie ticket for The Dark Night, Batman!

It was Jan's second time watching it, and my first!

Heath ledger was sooo fantastic (((:

I had suchh an unbelievably fabulous time with my best girlies.

I really thank God for friends like them ((:

I LOVE YOU GUYS! <3

Pictures are with the Yellow Bird now.

Hurry send me, fats! =D

Hmmm, feel like posting up some random pictures now :B

Love that brown sweater! Jan gave it to me last christmas =)

Braceface! :B Hello Yunlu and Fiona! =)

Had great hair on that day.

Why can't my hair be like that anymore )=

Byeeee!

2008-08-15T22:28:00.000-07:00

edited:

HELLO ALL!
My very first entry (excluding the one jan kindly had for me. HAHA love you MUCHOOS!)
:D

By the way, I srsly miss you all crazy assholes! By crazy assholes, I mean Jan my honey, Stupid bird, Sluttish kriss, superLAME sam, and super CUTE AND CHIO RENEE.
Can we please meet up, after my exams?!
MUST AH OKAY YOU ASSWIPES!!

Okay, exams are starting tomorrow. Are you as excited as i am? I can't for wait for my silly examinations to be over than it'll be P.A.R.T.Y on. I'll won't be home for about a few days, so for now - must focus on the important facts like formats in accounts.

Monday was an off day for us students, i had chinese tuition in the morning with Steph then headed home to study Physic. Hardcore physic totally reeks. Anyway, i didn't do anything but physic. Talked to M for about an hour? Then called Ben cause he missed called me.

School was usual? Didn't really do much but listen to boring teachers. During chinese, i kinda have this feeling that our chinese teacher thinks we're a bunch of hopeless kids. Because Mandy and Vic were sleeping, Step kelly myself and Clare were talking and obviously weren't paying any attention to what she was saying. When the lesson was about to end(i think last 10minutes?) she stopped talking and let us talked. Ha.

My mommy got into a car accident, some stupid taxi driver hit the back of her BMW. She's now at the hospital, nothing serious thankGod, just a backache. The passagner inside was bleeding! I don't know how to the taxi is going to pay man, his taxi as i heard was badly damanged.

I'm playing Minesweeper Flags with M, and he totally is owning me. We played once yesterday and he won. 27-3. Look at the difference, 24 flags! Cheebyeeee.

Oh gosh, i really want my T-mobile sidekick really really badly! It'll be so Gossipgirl! Pink and bejewelled.

Zomg, so tired. I think i'm gonna snooze for a bit then study. Byeeeeee.

2008-08-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

KELLY REALLY LOVES HER HONEY, JAN, FOR HELPING HER CREATE THIS BLOG.